I’ve sunk into a bit of a depression low yet again. It’d be great if I could find a way to just get rid of it. I am on medication and I think that has made a bit of a difference to how low I can sink. I managed to get a load of clothes washed, hung out and brought back in, made a decent healthy meal and got a load of dishes washed today, which would not of happened if I weren’t on any meds. I would have just laid down and gazed off into oblivion all day. Still, it’s a real drain and super annoying. I wish I could just function like a normal human and be as productive as my spirit wants to be. There is so many things I want to do but can’t because the depression just saps all of my energy. I think self-esteem issues and self-acceptance lay at the heart of what’s causing it, but I have no idea how to verify that and regain them if possible without spending money I don’t have on counsellors etc.. That’s all for now, hope everyone had a bit more cheery day than me.
Hey, it’s been a long while since I’ve been on here. To be honest, life got in the way, including uni, knowledge of my impending death (don’t worry, it’s been sorted out for now), depression and kids. I haven’t done anything new since my last post but am hoping to simplify my life a bit so I can fit something in. From now on, I’m going to treat this as a type of diary and just write about my life. Hope you can join me for this journey.
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